It's true when they say that the past is always with us, just waiting to mess with the present. But ultimately, the choice is ours. And I choose to use the chances that I've been given to try and be a better person. Not good, because good is subjective. I am actually glad that it all blew up in my face, it was THE wake up call that I badly needed. This is just about the only thing that makes me happy, so to hell with the rest of the world. When yu love something that much, yu can't just let it go. That kind of love is the one thing that keeps us going, whether it makes sense to anyone else or not. So if yu have a problem with me ranting about how happy I am right now and if yu're gonna diss me on twitter afterwards, stop watching this space. Stop talking about my attitude and my ego, as if yu don't have to change at all. I deserve to be happy.