"What did you think about your boy-friend if u have one? How and What did you find about him?" - The formspring question which spurred me to post this entry.



Theres something that yu should know about my boyfriend and I. We've known each other for years and I have always had a crush on him. I think it was the hair and he was always so cute, but I never thought he would ever notice me. The first time we got together, in 2008, I was in over my head and we only lasted for about a month? Because I screwed up. A year later, we decided to give it another shot and 9 months after, here we are. That is probably the ultimate number one reason why I love my boyfriend so much. He forgives me every single time I mess things up bad, which makes me want to break out of my old habits and be the best girlfriend for him. I misbehave and he has made his mistakes but he always has this undoubtedly positive attitude towards making things work between us and I love him for it.

Faris Ashraf is amazing. He has a great smile and he is super funny he makes me laugh all the time. I love how he knows that it makes me blush when he calls me Princess and how he knows that he totally takes my breath away/gives me butterflies when he smiles at me. I love that he is really protective of me and makes me feel special and how he knows that my facebook statuses are about him. I love that he knows exactly what to say and although he knows I cringe when he gets corny, he still does it. I love knowing I could spend every second of my day with him and not get bored and I can't wait until I can spend every second of my day with him. I love how he can can tell what I'm feeling just by looking at me and how he tells me that loves our relationship. I love his explanations and he has explanations for everything and he believes in me, he believes that I can achieve anything that I want.

I love his craziness and his insanity, how he makes me smile just thinking about him, how he stares at me and doesn't hide it even when he knows it makes me uncomfortable. I love the randomness of things we come up with like having a pretend marriage in a nice little hut by the beach the first time we stayed out together. I love how he babys me when I really need it but knows when to be stern when I get too emotional and it's not getting us anywhere. We're not awkward around each other anymore and he gives me confidence with the things he says to me. It's like no one else's opinions matter that much anymore, because, well - I have him. I love him because he knows that I am not the nicest person in the world and he is aware of my flaws but still loves me (naively, hahah). I love that we are different enough to keep things exciting between us and how he puts up with my whines and whims, whenever I get grumpy and still loves me even when he's seen me at my worst. I love his sense of humor (even though it is inappropriate and not funny at all sometimes!!). I love how we talk about our ambitions and our dreams, how we include each other in our plans. I love how he acts so smart sometimes but knows deep down that I am smarter :P and I love that he has genes that make me want to bear his children. He makes me happy when I am sad and I love that he is always lingering in my mind throughout the day and I am never sick of it...are yu guys sick of this entry already?? Because I could go on and on about this boy...but I'll spare yu.

I just really love my boyfriend okay guise? It's not hard to see, he belongs to me, Muhammad Faris Ashraf, is mine.

There are about 10 questions in my formspring right now and I'll answer them tomorrrow maybe okay really sorry for the late replies!! But it's getting late and I have to be up early tomorrow for dance training, I pray the weather will be kind to us cause I don't want to come back fried so have a perfect night dear readers thanks for stopping by! Lotsa lovinnnnnnn :)