We can't quantify love. Your ‘I love yu so much’ could be so much less than my ‘I love yu so much’ and there’s no way to prove who loves who more and there in lies the whole fucking problem. We’re never happy with how we’re loved. We complicate things. We make things difficult. We expect too much. We receive too little. We can’t accept that so we prod and push and ask for more and when we don’t get what we want, we question their love and affection because they don’t love us the way we love them. They don’t love us the way we were told they should. They don’t love us the way we want to be loved and we don’t believe anymore. We lose faith. We allow ourselves to be consumed by hatred, by anger, by desire, by greed, by anxiety, by insecurity and we give up even before we try.

I have been hurting since September started, and I pray that it will get better. I am not in any place to be doing this but as promised, the answers to your questions on formspring.me/trudybox. I am sorry though, to the people who posted questions pertaining to Faris, they're not valid for the moment - because those questions make me cry. If yu want to, yu can post them again soon, when I sound like I'm better. Thanks everyone for the questions!

moisturizer? what brand do you use? :D

For my face? Garnier.

Whats your favourite song by Click 5?

Pop Princess? Because I am Princess and I love all things Princess hahahahhaah :D

Whats your weakness and strength? ;)

My weakness is not being able to forgive and forget easily. And hurting the people that I love; a couple of bridges burnt because of that. I am sincerely very sorry, to everyone who has hurt because of me. My strength..I am generous when I have the means even though I know I will always end up at the losing end of things - and I am okay with it.

Everyone can be sexy, but everyone has their imperfections. It is human nature to have flaws.

do you put on concealer or moisturizer first as the 'base'?

Moisturizer, and then I wait for it to dry before my concealer goes on. If it takes too long, I'll dab it.

Why do you spell "you" as "yu"? :D

I don't know, just a habit I guess. Hahah, good question.That got me thinking.

hI I LiKe YoUR ViDeo. (this is not mutton, mutt.)

Hi Mutton, I love yu so much. And I miss yu. I am hurting again tonight, I wish yu were here.

hey you hv nice cute voice eh :)

Thank yu.

What don't we know about you?

Umm, I braid my hair when I go to sleep so that I don't wake up with it all over my face??

farhanah, its okay only one person said tht. others dont ;) dont let this spoil your mood okay :)

I wish yu would tell me who yu are.But thank yu, I appreciate this a lot.

Hi! do u have www.asк.fm account? it looks like a new sensation after formspring. everybody talking about it. :)

Nope, I don't. Looks interesting, though. Is it any different from formspring?