It's gonna hurt when it heals too but it will get better. A relationship is supposed to make yu happy. It is supposed to make yu feel safe like nothing can ever touch yu. So why does the nasty outweigh the good? Did what should have been done a while ago. A part of me wants to go crawling right back into your arms because I know yu are gonna make me feel good, at least for a day. But what happens when that day is over, what happens when it's time for yu to go? I should be able to tell myself that I have a life, and right now no I don't. I don't have my own life. And it's unfair. Yu tell me I deserve to be happy so I am going to find a way to be happy on my own.