I will never let anyone tell me that my happiness isn't legit. I probably am happier than I think I deserve but who is anyone to say that what I am feeling is not real? I am doing what makes ME happy, it is my choice and my responsibility alone. I have stopped searching for bigger moments. The moments that matter are the moments happening right now. These moments build and interconnect with one another - and then they lead to more beautiful ones. If there is every anything (or anyone) that prevents me from living my moments then I will have to have it removed. It's not about having one night of thrill, it's not about waiting for one more move to happen before I can be truly happy. It is about being cool with what I have at this very moment, in my life.